Halah..judulnya maksa banget hehe.... Just wanna share about the life, after being a working woman, casing carier, and now become working at hom mother, metamorphose... The life is not so easy to face, seems that I'm not ready for every situations, buat I must be strengh. I must enjoy this life, this is my choice, never mind about everyone's words, believe in God, and everything will be allright.
Sometimes, when I heard someone told about my choice, it make me hurt! Why..? If they didn't talked the worst it's okay for me, but sometimes they said that I didn't quit by my self but the company cut me. Wow...it's really shocked me. Did I have some mistakes to them? Was it wrong if I choose this? Did I asked some money to them if I really stay at home and didn't get work? Alhamdulillah, until now, my lovely husband always responsible and care to us, and I believe God in wacthing us, stay with us and love us always. Amin.
And the other thing, when I haven't choose this, everytime Alya and Ghina wanted to have anything, when I got money I will bought them. But now...I must be selective about everything we want to buy, is it really necessary to buy now or later..?? And I must told the girls about this too..., Alhamdulillah they understood.
Yaahhh...pokoknya gitu deh, ada aja omongan miring soal ini, soal pilihan Ibu. Buat Ibu, Alya dan Ghina lah yang lebih penting, mereka diatas segalanya, setelah Allah SWT tentunya. Di dunia ini apa yang Ibu lakukan, selain tujuannya untuk mencari ridho Illahi, adalah menjalankan amanat Allah, dengan telah menitipkan dua malaikat kecil untuk dibimbing, dijadikan manusia sempurna sesuai ajaran Allah, menjadikan mereka manusia yang berguna bagi agamanya, bagi orang lain dan dirinya sendiri, juga yang pasti menjadi anak-anak yang sholehah. Amin ya robbal alamin. Jadi daripada Ibu menyesal pada saat di hisab Allah, jadi Ibu memilih ini, walaupun belum bisa jadi Ibu yang baik buat mereka kan?? I'm trying always and always. Hanya dengan seijin Allah saja Ibu bisa melakukan metamorfosa ini.
Waduh...kayaknya ini omongan nggak penting di pagi hari deh, soalnya udah 3 hari ini ditinggal Nenek ke Bandung, jadi baru ngerasain jadi Ibu sebenarnya ^_^
Sometimes, when I heard someone told about my choice, it make me hurt! Why..? If they didn't talked the worst it's okay for me, but sometimes they said that I didn't quit by my self but the company cut me. Wow...it's really shocked me. Did I have some mistakes to them? Was it wrong if I choose this? Did I asked some money to them if I really stay at home and didn't get work? Alhamdulillah, until now, my lovely husband always responsible and care to us, and I believe God in wacthing us, stay with us and love us always. Amin.
And the other thing, when I haven't choose this, everytime Alya and Ghina wanted to have anything, when I got money I will bought them. But now...I must be selective about everything we want to buy, is it really necessary to buy now or later..?? And I must told the girls about this too..., Alhamdulillah they understood.
Yaahhh...pokoknya gitu deh, ada aja omongan miring soal ini, soal pilihan Ibu. Buat Ibu, Alya dan Ghina lah yang lebih penting, mereka diatas segalanya, setelah Allah SWT tentunya. Di dunia ini apa yang Ibu lakukan, selain tujuannya untuk mencari ridho Illahi, adalah menjalankan amanat Allah, dengan telah menitipkan dua malaikat kecil untuk dibimbing, dijadikan manusia sempurna sesuai ajaran Allah, menjadikan mereka manusia yang berguna bagi agamanya, bagi orang lain dan dirinya sendiri, juga yang pasti menjadi anak-anak yang sholehah. Amin ya robbal alamin. Jadi daripada Ibu menyesal pada saat di hisab Allah, jadi Ibu memilih ini, walaupun belum bisa jadi Ibu yang baik buat mereka kan?? I'm trying always and always. Hanya dengan seijin Allah saja Ibu bisa melakukan metamorfosa ini.
Waduh...kayaknya ini omongan nggak penting di pagi hari deh, soalnya udah 3 hari ini ditinggal Nenek ke Bandung, jadi baru ngerasain jadi Ibu sebenarnya ^_^